M-Drama

There's new Malay drama aired on TV3-Nora Elena(7pm-8pm)..It started somewhere last week and I was watching the 1st episode when I thought that the storyline of the drama seems interesting..and since I don't really get a chance to control the TV, I decided to sign-up for TV3 online website..Last night, I watched from episode 1-4 while waiting for Miel to come back home from meeting his friends..a person who have not been following Malay songs, movies or artistes for ages, one of the songs in these drama is stuck into my mind(Title: Terhenti Di Sini) plus the actor is really good looking and you just can't take your eyes away from him :)

Miss

When I have not see my mum for a week or 2 the most, I start to miss her a lot. Especially now when I'm soon becoming a mother..If I'm on leave and Miel is at work or if there's long break, I would stay at least a day at my parent's home..Miel teases me sometimes that I must be really excited to go to my parent's house..Which daugther won't be...I will just pretend that I'm not too excited :P...But when I'm already at my parent's place, I start to miss Miel..and I will be counting the minutes, hours, days to return to him...I will be so glad to see him even after being away for 24 hours*do i sound like i'm exaggerating?*..but I will start missing my mum again..hehe..so it's like I can't bare being away from Miel..and I can't be away from Mum for a long time as well...and now after mum and pappa has left after sending me back home, my thoughts are on them...at least, I have learned not to shed my tears :)

and not forgetting this....

Both Shahid Kapoor and Kareena Kapoor characters were awesome in this movie...and the storyline was funny, romantic and superb!..Of course this movie was few years back but I still watch it if it's aired on TV..adding on with this song, makes me wanna dance..Oh yeah,must ask my baby first :P

PS: couldn't upload it at work earlier because YouTube is blocked..haihzzz

Best thing I never knew I needed

While being occupied with work, decided to browse through the list of songs in my office pc..and came across this song which I used to listen all the time when I was in "cloud 9"..Lol!

"Never Knew I Needed" By Ne-yo

For the way you changed my plans
For being the perfect distraction
For the way you took the idea that I have
Of everything that I wanted to have
And made me see there was something missing, oh yeah

For the ending of my first begin
(Ooh, yeah yeah, ooh, yeah yeah)
And for the rare and unexpected friend
(Ooh, yeah yeah, ooh, yeah yeah)
For the way you're something that I'd never choose
But at the same time, something I don't wanna lose
And never wanna be without ever again

You're the best thing I never knew I needed
So when you were here I had no idea
You the best thing I never knew I needed
So now it's so clear, I need you here always

My accidental happily
(Ever after)
The way you smile and how you comfort me
(With your laughter)
I must admit you were not a part of my book
But now if you open it up and take a look
You're the beginning and the end of every chapter

You're the best thing I never knew I needed
So when you were here I had no idea
(When you were here)
You the best thing I never knew I needed
(That I needed)
So now it's so clear, I need you here always
(Now it's so clear)

Who knew that I could be
(Who knew that I could be)
So unexpectedly
(So unexpectedly)
Undeniably happier
Sitting with you right here, right here next to me
Girl, you're the best

You're the best thing I never knew I needed
(Said I needed)
So when you were here I had no idea
(When you were here)
(Said I had no idea)
You're the best thing I never knew I needed
(That I needed)
So now it's so clear I need you here always
(Now it's so clear)
(So clear, so clear, I need you always)

Now it's so clear, I need you here always  

and these

MY ALL TIME FAVORITE SONG

"All My Life" By K-Ci and Jojo

I will never find another lover sweeter than you,
Sweeter than you
And I will never find another lover more precious than you
More precious than you
Girl you are close to me you're like my mother,
Close to me you're like my father,
Close to me you're like my sister,
Close to me you're like my brother
You are the only one my everything and for you this song I sing

And all my life I've prayed for someone like you
And I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
And I hope that you feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do love me too

I said you're all that I'm thinking of.....baby

Said, I promise to never fall in love with a stranger,
You're all I'm thinking of, I praise the Lord above,
For sending me your love, I cherish every hug,
I really love you

And all my life, baby, baby, I've prayed for someone like you,
And I thank God that I, that I finally found you, baby
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
And I hope that you feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do, love me

You're all that I ever known, when you smile, on my face, all I see is a glow.
You turned my life around, you picked me up when I was down,
You're all that I ever known, when you smile on your face all I see is a glow,
You picked me up when I was down
You're all that I ever known, when you smile on your face all I see is a glow,
You picked me up when I was down and I hope that you feel the same way too,
Yes I pray that you do love me too

All my life, I've prayed for someone like you,
And I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
Yes, I pray that you do love me too
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
And I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
Yes, I pray that you do love me too

Cramp

Now I'm in 19th week of pregnancy..It's almost 5 months..How time flies!...To Miel, it feels that time is slow..He feels that I have been pregnant for long..haha...Recently, I'm facing new symptoms-CRAMPS..and it's getting worse by day...especially during the night..cramps on my legs( from thigh until my feet) and cramps around stomach and abdomen area...When the cramps occur, I start to wince and hold the cramp area..Even when I sneeze, I get cramps..So basically simple task like getting up from a sitting position, sneezing has turn into a painful task..Oh yeah, the sneezing affects my bladder as well...well, you know what I mean right?...Like yesterday morning, I couldn't get up from bed due to the cramps..I told Miel I;m taking MC..and he's more than happy if I decide to take MC or leave..He's always trying to make sure I get enough rest...Didn't even realize when he left for work..I could only remember him saying, "Sleep first..don't stress..take your time, wake up and then leave to mother's hse..When you're leaving, call me k"..and then he came next to me, tuck me in bed and laid the blanket over me.As usual,  felt touched by his action and I was smiling inside..Hmm, makes me wonder if I will receive the same attention when I''m pregnant with a second child..On the way to mother's hse, i drop by to the nearby clinic..Main reason is to get MC..coz I sort of know these cramps are normal during pregnancy..hehe..Miel said maybe I got the cramps due to too much of work the day before..The day before, on a Sunday, I did some chores..washed our room toilet, swept the floor, cooked breakfast(maggi goreng), lunch(rice, fish curry, fried fish and nuggets and fried french beans), dinner(nasi goreng)...Well, I willingly wanted to cook though he mentioned to have lunch at Kenny Rogers..It's a craving I have been having for so long but somehow I could still control it..Seems like Miel is the one so eager to take me to Kenny Rogers.Lol...Nevertheless, I've to admit by the end of the day, I was exhausted when cooking dinner..Still, it's all worth it to cook a 3 full meals for dearest hubby! :)..Anyway, besides the cramps, nothing has really changed since my first month of pregnancy..the nausea, tiredness, abdomen and stomach pain are still there..I guess I have to endure all these until my 9th month and honestly, I'm not complaining..All I am doing here is expressing what I have been going through and what soon-to-mum will go through..Of course it doesn't happen to everyone..some of us have a perfect,smooth journey throughout the 9 months..Whatever it is, the most important thing is the Baby...Baby must be in good health and condition..Insya Allah, my baby grows up healthily in my womb..:)

Dating

On saturday I called my mum...just to ask what is she doing..she told me she went for dinner with my dad at pizza hut..just the 2 of them!!;)..she laughed and I laughed along with her..as far as I remember my parents have not eat out before..either the children or grandsons were there..with all the kids grown up, married and have life of their own, I realized that my parents only have each other now..and I am so thankful and glad that my parents have been together through thick and thin and they still love each other unconditionally..I hope it will be the same for me:)

The Fact is:

In marriage there's no Love.
It's like an empty box.
Only in your heart there's Love.
Thus we are the ones who fill the marriage box with Love
 


Above is a translation I made from an article of a blogger-Ustaz Hasrizal(saifulislam.com)..Pretty much most of his articles has enlighten me. Even his book "Bercinta Sampai ke Syurga", has been a guideline,  a preparation for me to enter the marriage world...For someone like me whom just got married 7 months ago, I'm still at an early stage..still learning to understand my other half..learning how to play my role as a wife, as a soon-to-be-mother...learning on how to keep a happy marriage life...In my opinion,

Killing  does not bring peace!!

A Meaningful Phrase

My cousin, Rehana just posted a latest entry today..and I'm touched with the last line of the post

......Only a meaningful person to you can make you cry without bothering the tears wasted out...

which is why I guess sometimes I don't bother to wipe away the tears I shed in front of a particular person  

  

Pregnant baker..haha

I'm becoming lazier nowadays..I really can't help it..but even then, I managed to bake"kek batik", nutty choco shortbread cookies and blueberry yogurt cake last week :)...wow, I'm amazed with myself :P...Since past few weeks, I had cravings to tried out new recipes and surprisingly, I wanted to tried it out by myself..the first things i baked was kek batik..and that was right after I came back home from work...had my dinner and straightaway started...my mum in law wanted to help me out..but I said to her I want to do it myself..and she just laughed..hehe...though I had the recipe next to me, I didn't exactly follow the ingredients or its' method..main hentam2 je sesuke hati :P...and not bad, it turn out pretty well..taste just nice..not too sweet...I tasted a bit and placed the rest in the refrigerator to chill..next morning, packed some for my office colleagues..they have been asking for it...and I have been telling them i'm too tired, didn't have time to do it because reached home late from work..while packing, Miel came to the kitchen and tasted a small piece..asked him how was it..and he said," very nice, never tasted something like this before"..melampau la tu..I just gave him a look  and knew very well that he's joking...My colleagues said not bad too, for a first time :)..then the second thing  I baked was nutty choco shortbread cookies on Saturday and blueberry yogurt cake on Sunday ...I spent my last weekend at my parent's home..for me, spending time at parent's home is an enjoyment :)..I bought the things needed to bake the cookies and cake at Giant supermarket..and was really eager to start baking...at the end of rolling out the cookies dough and cutting it into uneven square shapes, I was already exhausted..My mum pitied me..Kesian tgk anak dia susah payah buat biskut..huhu..well, the cookies turned out ok...but should add on more sugar and bake it longer(the pic on kuali.com shows a brown-colored cookie)..anyway members of famliy said it's nice...the following day, baked the cake..the blueberry yogurt cake was really yummy...but should add on more blueberry jam..it would have tasted yummier..the cake was baking in oven when Miel arrived..He came to have lunch at my parent's home and to pick me up...No matter how much enjoyment I feel when at parent's home, my mind is always on one person and I miss him each time :)..Thinking back of what I baked last week, I'm so proud of myself..hehe..Well, you don't expect this from most pregnant women ok!