Alya Zahra

That's my lovely daughter's name :)..I have given birth on the 23rd September 2011 and she will be turning 3 months in 3 weeks time:)..

Yes, my blog is soooo outdated. I have been so occupied since the beginning, starting from preparing for delivery until the birth and growth of my baby..

I shall soon update my blog on what have been going on since September

---how worried myself, hubby and my parents were on the day of my delivery.All we hoped for is for me and the baby to be safe
---my baby was on antibiotics(to prevent her from getting the infection that could risk her life)
---the 40 days pantang(getting used to handling a newborn and loosing my sleep:P)
---my 30 days old baby was down with viral fever(the worst thing I have faced so far and bear in my mind, a 1 month old baby having fever is something very serious)
---rejoining work and being apart from Alya
---etc, etc, etc

PS: Alya Zahra, the apple of my eye :)

Ketidaklaratan

I'm so tired..I've been pushing myself to do chores and handle work..my body can't take it anymore and it begs for rest..my feet is  swollen really bad up till my knees..can't even bend it..I have only about 11 days more..from meeting my baby..though the due date is in early Oct, the doc said I'll be delivering 2 weeks earlier..What ever it is, all that matters to me, is about my baby..I want my baby to be in good health and panjang umur, INSYA ALLAH...

PS:Tgh tggu boss approve cuti start dr esok..haih..ape la susah sgt nak approve cuti org yg tgh sakit ni..patutnye ambik exec baru masuk...kesian colleague2 aku ni..dah la x cukup staff, n skrg ni kena support keje aku sekali..mintak maap ye kekawan... aku tau korang memahami...

36 weeks and turned 27

Coming this Thursday I'm on my 36th week of pregnancy...Exactly 9 months...I'm starting to feel nervous as it gets closer..I really can't imagine or what to expect during my delivery..all I hope and doa to Allah that everything will go well, and that myself and my child will be in good health and may the delivery process goes fine...and for someone whom have been going through some complications from the beginning of 3rd trimester, I seem to get more worried and scared..Now I  understand the meaning of becoming a mother..Carrying the baby for 9 months..and how protective and concern you become towards the baby even before it's born in this world...how you are willing to go through the pains then letting your own baby go through it...My mum have done the same thing for me..and same goes for all mothers..Truly, mothers are great :)

I turned 27  two weeks ago..which was on Friday, 26th of August...spent the day before and on my birthday walking in and out of hospital..haihhh..anyway, got the chance to escape work and hubby was there to spend time with me..and yeah, he did give me present..in cash..told me to get me anything that I want...hehe..was planning to get a new phone, handbag, sunglasses or a white gold bracelet..but already got a handbag using the raya+bday money my dad gave me :P...didn't have time to survey for phones and bracelets so the bday money given by Miel is still untouched :P...

8 months...

In a weeks time, it's going to be exactly 8 months...Amazing huh...my baby bump is so obvious now..starting from my 6th month of pregnancy, the bump grew little by little and now it's a big, round bump..when I look at myself in the mirror, i smile to myself, thinking Allah's creation is really wonderful...Syukur Alhamdullilah that I'm able to carry baby of my own...Inilah keistimewaan menjadi seorang wanita :)...Going through this whole of 6th and 7th months is really tiring..some people said after the 5 month, it will be ok..but just like how I expected, the tiredness, exhausted feeling is still there...now added with short of breath, difficulties to sleep at night, cramps and body aches getting worse..and my movement became slower..I can't walk the usual speed...When I walk with Miel,  he stops, waits for me and then start walking again..mmg x larat nak jalan laju2 dah..there's one thing that take all these tiredness and pain away..my baby's movement:)...I can feel the kick, the stretching...and one thing i noticed, my baby moves a lot when I'm not talking..but when I do especially with Miel, my baby's silent..as if listening to what we're talking..more like eavesdropping...hehe..Last week, I went for 3D scan, and it's good to know that everything's fine..The doctor said, "I think you're eating very well..Your baby is growing fine" :P...So after this I will try to cut down on carbohydrates and I've stopped drinking ANMUM milk because at this time baby's growth gets higher...I want my baby to be healthy...not overweight...Oh yeah, by the way, the sex of my baby is confirmed..But I'm not announcing it..Miel and I have agreed on that..Let it be a surprise...:)

A heartbreaking story

I have never really open up my blog to anyone..simply because it's just about something that I have created to scribble my thoughts, about myself, hubby, family, friends and life..but today I have decided to put up this post for a person whom I don't know but this person is a soul, a woman who's fighting for her life..I believe  someone somewhere in the corner of this world will come across my blog and read this post and will continue to pass it on..her story(written by her sister in law, Moon) has touched my heart...it was passed on to me by my colleague..You may click the link below to know more..

http://miera301.blogspot.com/2011/07/update-norma.html

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PS:To K.Norma, Talib, K.Moon,family, semoga tabah dlm menharungi dugaan ni...Insya Allah, kami doakan semoga K.Norma pulih..

and now it's 3

Earlier, around 3.30pm, a colleague of mine announced that he's resigning..so now it's 3 people..seriously, don't know what to say..no comments............................................................................................................................................

Pressure,Tertekan &......

Minda ku, badan ku, everything else rase pressured sesangat..TERTEKAN...apa yang menbuat aku TERTEKAN? It's nothing but WORK..Yes, Keje yg membuatkan aku TERTEKAN..menghadap keje2 office membuatkan aku TERTEKAN..yea yea i know tgh pregnant ni x boleh rase pressured...tapi at times it's beyond our control..no matter how much you try to relax yourself but there are certain days at work you just can't handle it..The task I can't handle the most at work is IT support..dealing and liaising with users can drive you up the wall..the sound of my office phone, the emails that comes in sent by users, and whatnot just annoys me to the max...moreover now, 2 staffs resigned in my dept..and with my condition now, I really can't take up the workload..I'm exhausted..tired..and users seriously never understand this..sometimes they behave like bullies...and even my superior increased my workload..i don't know if he realizes my condition..but i think he doesn't have much choice either when 2 staffs resigned..Despite all these, for the sake of my child, i try my level best to stay calm..I wouldn't want anything affecting my child in any way..this post is to express my frustration towards WORK...and its my way..Harap maklum...Sekian Terima Kasih..