Current song addiction #1

For some reason, lately I get excited when this song goes on radio or TV

Not sure why..;)

1 month and 3 days..unbelieveable???..Believe it! ;)

I used to call him Mr.Fiancee and now I address him as Mr.Husband....still can't believe that I got one step ahead in my life that change my-all-these-years-single-title :P...It's been 1 month and 3 days,I and him got married...Lots of people, family, friends asked the same question, "How's married life"?...The same answer I give is, "Okay lahhh"..hehe..seriously I don't know what answers to give...either I replied them that or I say "So far so good"..So yeah, it's been going on good...there's still a long way to go..there will be ups and downs throughout our life..there's a lot to learn about being a wife, learn about Mr.Husband, learn about each other, learn to lead a happy,successful married life..I have faith in Allah..therefore, Insya Allah, our married life will always be filled with happiness,peace and harmony..and especially in bad times, may Allah give Mr.Husband and I strength and patience to overcome any obstacle..and may our faith towards Allah will always remain..Though it's unbelievable that I'm a WIFE to a man now, but there's one thing I believe in..that I and him are meant to be together...

As the famous saying goes, "Match Made In Heaven" ;)

happy for her :)

A special occasion took place on the 3rd October..My dearest cousin @ Sil Rena( that's her famous nick name :P) engagement :)...when she told me that she was getting engaged, I was shocked, surprised but happy of course..the best part is it was just 2 weeks since I got married and the following week is her engagement...Lagi terkejut..haha..The occasion went on smoothly and she was such a happy bride on that day, despite her loose character was still there, trying to take a peak on her fiancee when he just arrived...Some things just don't change :P...I can assure you that I'm the most happiest person on earth that's she's engaged now..Only she and I knows why :)..Dear Rena, do you know I'm so happy and thankful to Allah that things are turning out well for you?..I wish you and your fiancee@soon-to-be-hubby many more happy married years..Love and appreciate each other always..and enjoy the moments of counting the days for your BIG day :)..Cherish every moment k..Love you lots loose! ;)

the forgetful me

Earlier I went out to buy breakfast and cash out some money. Tomorrow, myself, Miel and his grandma will be going to Ipoh. My MIL left to Dubai yesterday for 1 month and since all of us are working, my FIL decided to send Miel's grandma to her sister's house in Ipoh. My FIL asked Miel and I to visit my MIL's sister as well and also my youngest uncle who is staying in Kuala Kangsar.Since my credit on handphone is running low and we will be on a long journey tomorrow,  I went to the 123 convenience store for reload. I asked reload of RM20, paid the cashier and walked out. At office, I keyed in the PIN number stated on the reload receipt and I got error message on my mobile screen, "Network Problem" ..Thinking that I have keyed in incorrect PIN number, i tried again couple of times. Still failed. I started to curse the Telco service. Thought there was a problem with the Telco service I'm using. Then, I saw the name of the Telco service on the reload receipt. Darn!!!! Silly me..I accidentally purchased reload of X telco instead of Y..RM20 pulak tu!!..Asked my colleagues around who's using X..Luckily there were 2 colleagues of mine who is using it and sold the reload receipt 1 each..Nasib baik dieorg x mintak reload for free..hehehe...anyway, I don't how I can purchase X reload instead of Y..I don't even remember saying, "Nak reload X ye?" to the 123 convenience store cashier..Haih, I'm such a forgetful person...Like yesterday evening, I left the key on the main door latch of my home..caused panic to my FIL, Miel's aunty and grandma when they came back home seeing the key hanging on the latch...the panic got higher especially for my FIL when he started calling my name and  my mobile but there was no answer...I was so afraid to stay at home alone after "the unwanted incident" happened 2 weeks ago..so right after I came back from work, I switched on the living room light and fan and the kitchen light and went up straight to my room, locked the door, took my bath and laid myself on the bed..too afraid to go downstairs, I stayed in my room and slept off..which is why I didn't answer the calls..I only woke when Miel's aunty knocked on my room door. As i opened the door, I saw Miel's aunty and my FIL was standing next to her.. I noticed the relief look on my FIL's face...I'm so sorry for making you all worried and panicked. I learned my lesson and next time, I will be extra careful and will try my level best not to be so forgetful :P...and I have to learn to be brave...Now I wish, I learned martial arts..I'm sure i will be more brave..Not only that, I can karate anyone who cari pasal with me..:P

Late

Miel just called 10 mins ago to inform me that he'll be coming back home late. It's 8pm and he's still at office and I guess he will reaching home later than usual. Felt a little disappointed about that. I'm already missing him. Though I'm busy at work or focused on other stuffs, I constantly think of him. Ever since I was back at work after a long marriage leave, I tend to look at the clock anxiously, waiting for it to strike 5.10pm..I want to be at home before he comes back..before we got married, I told him that I want to be at home and wait for him to come back from work..and that's what I'm doing now :)...Hopefully he won't be so late today..and hopefully he will reach home safely..and I will wait for him impatiently to come back home..hehe:P

Thankful

I'm thankful that our wedding turn out well..I'm thankful to see all the happy faces of family and friends-happy with our wedding :)..I'm thankful that I'm welcomed wholeheartedly into my "new" family...I'm thankful that my new( in laws) family treats me well, loves and cares for me...I'm thankful to spend the rest of my life with you,Insya Allah..I'm thankful to have you in my life..I'm thankful to love you and to be loved by you..I'm thankful for everything Allah has given to me...Good or bad, I'm always thankful for everything..What ever unwanted incident that has happened or will happen in future, may Allah gives us and both our families enough strength to pull through it..Always believe that everything happens for a reason : Setiap kejadian ada hikmahnya...May we and both our families be blessed with peace, health, longevity and prosperity...

Love is one of the most subtle blessings that the Most Merciful One has bestowed upon humanity. It exists in everyone as a seed. This seed germinates under favorable circumstances and, growing like a tree, blossoms into a flower, and finally ripens, like a fruit, to unite the beginning with the end.  

Author :
M. Fethullah Gülen
Book Reference :
Pearls of Wisdom

Hati sebak

Yesterday evening, while I was in the car, I decided to call my dad to let him know that I'm already going back home.But the call couldn't get through. No coverage at the basement parking. When I was about to reverse my car, I saw my dad  through the side mirror, walking towards his car. I wind down my window and called him, Pa!!....I spoke to him for few seconds, salam his hands and he hugged me :)..As I was leaving the parking lot, all of sudden I felt "sebak"...Hati ni rasa sebak...I miss having him sitting next to me while I'm driving...Miss the conversations, and of course I miss the arguments we used to have..Thinking about it makes me laugh and makes me miss my dad even more...It was a sad feeling but I didn't cry..Felt that way until I reach home..3 weeks has passed and I still miss my parents and family...One thing for sure, I'm really thankful I'm not living that far from them...Could go visit them easily :)...